Nothings more awesome than being told your running out of time. You never really know what your really willing to go back to when all the chips are on the table. I really fucked up last night, what a surprise right. I’ve been out of the game for awhile now but for some reason I participated in the fights again. I know I shouldn’t have done it but when I got in there I was just so angry and needed something, anything to blow off steam. I know I can’t be risking it all with these fights like that but when I went into that focus it was like all my problems were gone, plus the money I got after. I don’t know if it was really worth it. I don’t know what the fuck I’m going to do and I don’t even know who I can really talk to it about.
